When?


Something I started to think about on Tuesday, only one day after my miscarriage. 


When to try again? 


Something that must cross the mind of every couple when they lose their precious baby.


So, we weren’t actively trying for little bean and it was a bit of shock when we got our BFP as after our journey with little man, we were not in the slightest expecting to catch straight away. But once we had gotten over the shock we were so ecstatic and so looking forward to being parents of two. We were originally planning on waiting until little man was at least one. But losing our precious little bean has made me so very desperate to be pregnant again, so very desperate. 


But am I ready for potentially going through all of this again? Will I ever be? I posted about this on the forum I use and the majority of ladies said they tried again straight away, once their first cycle after miscarriage had arrived. The words of one of the ladies got me thinking: the desire to be pregnant outweighed the fear of miscarriage. After a couple of days of thinking, I think this is me. I’m not 100% yet though, and I need to do some more thinking. I also need to talk with hubby. We haven’t done much talking since Monday, as he has been working funny shifts and we haven’t had time without distractions, as once little man is asleep he has his dinner, then is in bed. Leaving me lots of time to think, on my own. 


But thinking hurts at the minute.