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Haven’t posted for a couple of weeks so thought I’d post a general update.

Not much has changed with me really, still on the TWW which is turning into a 3WW, 4WW… I’m feeling pretty yucky today – feel sick, headache, dizzy, just generally meh, but I very much doubt it’s anything to do with a BFP now, after the last 3 or 4 tests I did, a couple of days apart with each. Too late to test today anyway, will have to wait until the morning now…

Been feeling slightly down again the last few days, after hubby told me that his work friend is going to be a Dad after him & his girlfriend had an ‘accident’ after only about 9 months! 🙁 They don’t live together, they stay at each others parents houses every week, he works, she’s at college! Fair enough I don’t work at the minute, but my husband does, we have our own place, all ready to just welcome a baby into the world, after over 2 long, hard years already! I even said to hubby maybe we should just give up and DTD whenever wherever and just try and have an accident, but well, we know it doesn’t work like that for us 🙁 I may have seemed okay on the outside recently, but inside, I am hurting SO bad! 

Our follow up FC appointment is in just under 2 weeks, I have lost hardly any weight since our last one (although I wasn’t weighed then, I was at our first one in October and have lost about a stone (14lbs) ish since then, so hopefully it will show) even though I have been working damn hard (okay, maybe a couple of slip ups), I’m scared the consultant is going to be very annoyed at me and not give us any more clomid, everything is just getting on top of me and I can’t take it 🙁

Oh well, life goes on…

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I’m Stacey, in my mid-late 30’s, from a tiny village (officially a hamlet) in Lincolnshire.

I’m a mum to two handsome boys. They’re both diagnosed autistic but that only makes them different, not less. Barney, a Frenchie x Beagle, is my furbaby. Owner of a husband too!

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  1. I hope you test and the little miracle happens asap. Don't give up. You have done so well already. Soon you will get lucky and it will be your turn. Then you will never look back. You and Paul are worth every happiness in this world. My news, if you noticed my status, I got angry with my doc today. How could she be such a cow? Anyway, she is useless, so I am going to go see another doc and make him refer me to the women's hospital in Brum. For the records, I have not started metformin yet. Thet have made me have even more blood tests, as my insulin is crap. If the insulin gets worse in the follow up tests, then that's me without metformin. I bloody hate doctors! I hope we get there in the end. BIG kiss! lady m

  2. Hugs hun!!! I hope you get good news very soon. I'm still waiting for my AF & I'm on day 72. 🙁 I hope you get your BFP or start very soon!!! Don't give up, I know it'll happen to you. Doctors do suck but you're doing awesome. It's hard losing weight and it's even harder to not give up. Great job hun!

  3. Not giving up M, it's just so hard to carry on sometimes 🙁 I know, doctors suck, it's just like we're a in a queue, get this one out so I can deal with the next one. I hope the next one is better for you x

    Thanks Lisa, it just proper sucks, doesn't it? I know life would be no fun if everything were easy, but this, no-one should have to go through it, because it's not easy, and it's certainly not fun 🙁

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