As well as lots of presents for Christmas, our little guy came away with not only two front teeth (finally!) but a horrible cough as well. It had been building up since Christmas, obviously with us going here, there & everywhere, he had caught germs, and it reached its worse on New Years Eve. He was constantly coughing and I just wished I could stop it, so horrible to see, so we dosed him up on Calpol. As well as his cough, first one of his bottom teeth started cutting through, then a few days later we noticed the other, …
Poorly little man
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Jealousy
I never imagined I would be in this situation ever again. Being jealous of pregnancies. Miscarriage, now I unfortunately know first hand, is one of those situations, like infertility, where you just cannot control your feelings, and really don’t know how it feels, until it happens to you. Before mine happened, when a friend or a lady on the forum had a miscarriage, I would feel sad for them, and all I could say was ‘I’m sorry’, but I didn’t really know how they felt. But now I do. It’s heart-wrenching, heartbreaking, devastating, soul destroying. Some may say, “it wasn’t even …

Reflections on the year that was 2012
So, once again, I will reflect on the past year, which has been a year of ups & downs. Of course, I expected it to be mainly full of ups; I never expected the downs. I read on my 2011 post that last year made me a stronger person, this year I feel weaker. I want to thank my real and virtual friends for helping me through those hard times. I plan on thanking you individually, but you should know who you are. So here goes.