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I Would Die For That

This is a song I came across on 999 reasons to laugh at infertility, then I discovered the video on another blog I am following, so I added it to mine too, as it just rings so true. Some may say it’s a ‘morbid’ song (yes, someone did actually say that to me) but it helps to listen to it, and to know that there are people going through it who feel the exact same way, though no-one should ever have to go through it. I know life would be no fun if everything were easy, but going through this is …

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Things

Haven’t posted for a couple of weeks so thought I’d post a general update. Not much has changed with me really, still on the TWW which is turning into a 3WW, 4WW… I’m feeling pretty yucky today – feel sick, headache, dizzy, just generally meh, but I very much doubt it’s anything to do with a BFP now, after the last 3 or 4 tests I did, a couple of days apart with each. Too late to test today anyway, will have to wait until the morning now… Been feeling slightly down again the last few days, after hubby told …

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Baby Gaga

Some of you may be familiar with this app on Fakebook. It basically rubs it in to all the infertiles how far along in their pregnancy their friends and family are, and when they’re going to have their babies. (You could say the friends/family are rubbing it in as they added the app., but no, I’m not going to blame them today, I’m just here for a self absorbed moan) Well I just log on after my bath, and I see not one, not two, but three posts one after the other, all with due dates 3 weeks apart! One is …

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TWW

Well, it seems I’ve been neglecting this recently! Haven’t posted since I was taking my clomid… I haven’t much to report anyway, except to say ‘So this is what a TWW feels like?!’, after never having an ‘official’ one in the 28 months we’ve been TTC. I’ve been baking a lot, and this has been taking my mind off of it, although it still seems to be dragging! CD28 is on Saturday, so that’s the big day, seeing whether AF turns up on Sunday, if not I have to test, eek… A few more people have announced BFP’s and had …

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CD6, clomid round 1, day 5

Yesterday was the final clomid of round 1, now I just have to await the next couple of weeks with impatience and see if it has worked… I think this is going to be worse than ever before, at least before I knew I wasn’t OV’ing anyway and no chance of me getting pg! Have to BD from days 10-20, and go for bloods on days 21 & 28. Fingers crossed…