Yesterday I had another breakdown. I really didn’t see this one coming, it just came from nowhere. Hubby was at work, the boys were playing, and I was sat nearby. I had been feeling on edge all morning but that’s nothing unusual for nowadays so I didn’t think too much of it, really. Over the space of a few minutes I just completely lost it. I cried. Floods and floods of tears. Pacing up & down. Trying so hard to stop myself… I wanted to go back to this same place. I was scared. I couldn’t stop what was happening. But …
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Two years ago we said goodbye
Two years ago we said goodbye. We never saw you. We never felt you. We never heard you. But every day now, We see you – in your little brother. We feel you – in our hearts. We hear you – an angelic voice, inside of us. The hurt, the pain, that will never go away. It will ease. It is easier. But it still hurts. That you’re not here, physically. One day we will meet again. Until then, until I can finally hold you in my arms, I will hold you in my heart, Forever.
Recipe – Pineapple upside down cake
Every couple of weeks we get a fresh fruit & veg box delivered and one of the fruits that is nearly always in there is a pineapple. I usually make a smoothie with it but now it’s winter, I fancied making some kind of dessert with it. An all time classic – a pineapple upside down cake. So simple yet yummy, served either hot or cold with custard. Ingredients (serves 5-6) 150 g butter 150 g caster sugar 150 g self raising flour 3 eggs 1/2 tsp vanilla extract 6 pineapple rings Method Preheat oven to gas 5 / 375F …
Elf on the Shelf adventures (day 1)
So it’s the beginning of December (yay!), and a new tradition I wanted to introduce this year was the ‘Elf on the Shelf’. I’d seen people doing it last year and was really excited to see what all of the elves were getting up to, so as J is a bit older this year I decided to go for it! I didn’t buy an official elf on the shelf though, as I think they look just a little bit freaky – you know, like they might actually come off the shelf and kill me…or something. Instead, we purchased an elf ‘kit’ from …
Little man J at 2 years 8 months old
So my biggest little man is going to be three in 4 months time! How? How?! I must say I am really dreading him becoming a ‘threenager’ as he is absolute terror enough at the moment and we are really struggling with him. He is becoming more & more independent every day. He can now manage to unfasten and take his shoes off, he takes his own coat off, he starting to be able to undress himself. He’s progressed really slow in these areas (but advanced in others) but we are finally getting there – since he’s been at nursery he …