…I should have reached full term, in one weeks time.


…I should have reached my due date, in four weeks time. 


…I should (possibly) have been experiencing labour.


…I should have been experiencing the amazing challenge of giving birth again.


…I should have been giving breastfeeding another shot, and been determined to succeed.


…I should have been bringing my new baby home.


…I should have been introducing little man to his new sibling.


Instead I will cry. Cry many tears for my little angel, and celebrate their short life they had inside me.


…I should have been…


…But it wasn’t meant to be.


…Maybe soon.


…Maybe.