TWW

Well, it seems I’ve been neglecting this recently! Haven’t posted since I was taking my clomid…


I haven’t much to report anyway, except to say ‘So this is what a TWW feels like?!’, after never having an ‘official’ one in the 28 months we’ve been TTC. I’ve been baking a lot, and this has been taking my mind off of it, although it still seems to be dragging! CD28 is on Saturday, so that’s the big day, seeing whether AF turns up on Sunday, if not I have to test, eek…


A few more people have announced BFP’s and had their babies, have mainly been happy and congratulatory, but obviously still been emotional at times.


One last thing, just after we came out of the hospital after my CD21 OV blood test, we saw the BFP numberplate! Not getting my hopes up though as I’ve seen it before…

CD6, clomid round 1, day 5

Yesterday was the final clomid of round 1, now I just have to await the next couple of weeks with impatience and see if it has worked… I think this is going to be worse than ever before, at least before I knew I wasn’t OV’ing anyway and no chance of me getting pg!


Have to BD from days 10-20, and go for bloods on days 21 & 28.


Fingers crossed…

CD5, clomid round 1, day 4

Today has been OK-ish… I felt a bit sick this morning but that could have been the fact I had a job interview and was slightly nervous, so not blaming that one wholly on the clomid!


Apart from that I’ve had a headache again, and considering one of the side effects is heavy periods, mine has gotten much lighter, much earlier than usual, so that’s odd! Not that I’m complaining as they are usually horrendous!


Just one day of clomid left, and then getting down to the BD’ing! 

CD4, clomid round 1, day 3

Today has not been the best of days (see previous post), but this clomid is making it a whole lot worse, argh! 


Apart from waking up cheery, I have been in a rotten mood all day and keep snapping at hubby, even been throwing things around the kitchen… :/


Just trying to focus on the end result and it’s all for a good cause…


3 days left of this round 1, I really hope it works and makes me OV, even if we don’t catch this month (although that would be the best outcome) at least we know something works.

And another one bites the dust…

Yep, another pregnancy announcement. I had a really funny feeling the person was though, so it wasn’t SO much of a shock, but still. I am trying to be happy, well, I am happy for them, but I just wish it was my turn already. 


I’ve lost count of how many people have announced pregnancies in the 26 months we’ve been trying, I don’t really want to count though, it’s just too depressing. I was feeling quite chirpy today, but now I’ve kind of gone downhill again, a little. So glad I’ve exercised already otherwise I just know I wouldn’t want to. The slightest little thing like this just makes me want to sit on the sofa and cry and feel sorry for myself, it is so so hard to pick yourself up again and carry on, but I’m trying, I really am. Now just excuse me while I go away and cry…


(I did say congratulations though, that’s a big step for me if you have read my previous blogs…)