Things

Haven’t posted for a couple of weeks so thought I’d post a general update.


Not much has changed with me really, still on the TWW which is turning into a 3WW, 4WW… I’m feeling pretty yucky today – feel sick, headache, dizzy, just generally meh, but I very much doubt it’s anything to do with a BFP now, after the last 3 or 4 tests I did, a couple of days apart with each. Too late to test today anyway, will have to wait until the morning now…


Been feeling slightly down again the last few days, after hubby told me that his work friend is going to be a Dad after him & his girlfriend had an ‘accident’ after only about 9 months! 🙁 They don’t live together, they stay at each others parents houses every week, he works, she’s at college! Fair enough I don’t work at the minute, but my husband does, we have our own place, all ready to just welcome a baby into the world, after over 2 long, hard years already! I even said to hubby maybe we should just give up and DTD whenever wherever and just try and have an accident, but well, we know it doesn’t work like that for us 🙁 I may have seemed okay on the outside recently, but inside, I am hurting SO bad! 


Our follow up FC appointment is in just under 2 weeks, I have lost hardly any weight since our last one (although I wasn’t weighed then, I was at our first one in October and have lost about a stone (14lbs) ish since then, so hopefully it will show) even though I have been working damn hard (okay, maybe a couple of slip ups), I’m scared the consultant is going to be very annoyed at me and not give us any more clomid, everything is just getting on top of me and I can’t take it 🙁


Oh well, life goes on…

Baby Gaga

Some of you may be familiar with this app on Fakebook. It basically rubs it in to all the infertiles how far along in their pregnancy their friends and family are, and when they’re going to have their babies. (You could say the friends/family are rubbing it in as they added the app., but no, I’m not going to blame them today, I’m just here for a self absorbed moan)


Well I just log on after my bath, and I see not one, not two, but three posts one after the other, all with due dates 3 weeks apart! One is a close friend, one is a cousin, and the other a friend from school. Oh I’m going to have a fun August/September if I’m not pregnant by then! :/ I think I may just have to avoid Fakebook altogether at that point…

TWW

Well, it seems I’ve been neglecting this recently! Haven’t posted since I was taking my clomid…


I haven’t much to report anyway, except to say ‘So this is what a TWW feels like?!’, after never having an ‘official’ one in the 28 months we’ve been TTC. I’ve been baking a lot, and this has been taking my mind off of it, although it still seems to be dragging! CD28 is on Saturday, so that’s the big day, seeing whether AF turns up on Sunday, if not I have to test, eek…


A few more people have announced BFP’s and had their babies, have mainly been happy and congratulatory, but obviously still been emotional at times.


One last thing, just after we came out of the hospital after my CD21 OV blood test, we saw the BFP numberplate! Not getting my hopes up though as I’ve seen it before…

CD6, clomid round 1, day 5

Yesterday was the final clomid of round 1, now I just have to await the next couple of weeks with impatience and see if it has worked… I think this is going to be worse than ever before, at least before I knew I wasn’t OV’ing anyway and no chance of me getting pg!


Have to BD from days 10-20, and go for bloods on days 21 & 28.


Fingers crossed…

CD5, clomid round 1, day 4

Today has been OK-ish… I felt a bit sick this morning but that could have been the fact I had a job interview and was slightly nervous, so not blaming that one wholly on the clomid!


Apart from that I’ve had a headache again, and considering one of the side effects is heavy periods, mine has gotten much lighter, much earlier than usual, so that’s odd! Not that I’m complaining as they are usually horrendous!


Just one day of clomid left, and then getting down to the BD’ing!